So I really have no Idea what to write about anymore, I try, but I seem to lack motivation. I greatly enjoy the art of writing and expression but it seems my job sucks the life out of me. I spend hours a day letting customers belittle me and rant and rave.. I spend so much time worrying about everyone elses little issues.. I sometimes forget about myself completeley…. but Such is life, I guess I just need new outlets… or new inspiration, and I suppose I’ll have to look for it….If anyone has any suggestions I would greatly appreciate it.
I know what people like to read… and I know how to write it, aside from my bad spelling and grammar oh and Structure.. I like to think my reading is interesting and I know some of you are still reading.. and thats fantastic… thank you!
The last few days I’ve had a bit of a crisis as such… a weird sense of being less of a person, like nothing I do matters, and seem to be paranoid about every little aspect of my life, be that job security, my health, relationships and everything else. To be quite honest , I have no idea why. My life as of late, aside from the pretentious and sometimes stressful job I can honestly say things are pretty good for me and I’m very happy all around. I dunno if it’s my age, or my declining health… or if I just need something to banter about. I like the money I make from my Job, my health is my own issue and I love my girlfriend..I think I’m just crazy.
Now, If your reading this.. and you must be, your probably wondering about the Milk / Ice Cream title… well , I’ll explain.
Milk is good for you, everybody likes it.. and for the most part, we need it… but it’s just milk…Now, Ice Cream on the other hand well that’s completeley different, it’s made of the same basic elements but it’s more interesting…It tastes better, it’s sweeter, it’s more Diverse. People don’t go crazy for milk… people go crazy for Ice Cream… and in that sense.. the last little while I see myself as Milk, Trying to be Ice Cream..LoL
Ok… it’s late… and I don’t make sense anymore… So.. Thank you for reading… I’ll be back in a few days with something that makes more sense.. and more structured… Thank you and Good Night..or Good Day!
